Well.. It's been awhile. So now I'll update all the major events, I guess? Nobody reads this, either, anyways. I will be getting my drivers license and car soon. I've finally started getting my income going, hopefully that will increase soon, as well. I should have a four bedroom two bathroom apartment to call my own (and share with three friends) by the time this year is over (Subject to change depending upon apartment availability, but it'll be 3 bedrooms at least).

Now isn't the time in my life to give up, quit, or even begin to doubt myself. For almost a year now I've done that.. And it will be no more. To deny myself the freedom of life, for whatever reason, is to embrace something far worse than death. I suppose I knew that all along, but I wasn't strong enough.

Too much rides on my existence for me to give up. More than even I think I know, much less anyone else. I wonder if that's just my ego speaking?

Oh, and to any of my friends who read this, there is one thing I think you should all know by now. Something I've tried to instill in all of you, while failing to do so for myself: Live. Life is all you have. Live it, for better or worse. The only other alternative is to cease to exist.